I had my first Dom 4 years ago and I ran away because he scared me and hurt my soul too much and i went to pursue a vanilla relationship.
Well, I am not satisfied and sent an e-mail to my prior dom asking how are you. He is still angry with me, said "Do me a favor and don't reach out to me again."
and all I want now is to reply saying, "your words cut me more deeply than you will ever know. I suppose asking you to punish me for my insolence is out of the question."
But I'm scared. What should I do?
Well, I am not satisfied and sent an e-mail to my prior dom asking how are you. He is still angry with me, said "Do me a favor and don't reach out to me again."
and all I want now is to reply saying, "your words cut me more deeply than you will ever know. I suppose asking you to punish me for my insolence is out of the question."
But I'm scared. What should I do?