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This is the first time I a doing this so please ignore my mistakes. I am a indian born in England. So traditional in our culture the male is always domient. I always had a attraction to poweful tomboy time of girls when I was young. I was always the submissive parter with all my girlfriend even though not in a femdom relationship. In my twenties I started to see a professional domanatrix to subside by submissive feelings. When I was 30 I got semi arranged marriage. What attracted me to her was dominance and her way to get things her way. After marriage she moved to England because the way she through her Domince she has reached a very high position. I have always tried to drop hints that I would like to serve her but she did not that idea even me kissing her feet she said women should not miss men's feet. We have been married for 12 years now and last year started to see a professional domanatrix again which feel guilty about. I try and do as mush housework as possible to make life easier for her but she won't allow me to do it all as she said housework is women's work. My cock is extremely small which doen't give her satisfaction. She doesn't tell me this but I am sure she doesn't come when we have sex. My cock is about 2 inches when hard so how can it give anybody pleasure. I was told by a girl she broke up with me due to small cock. I know wife can be domient if she looks past these traditional values as she is domient in every other of her life. Does anybody have any advice for me. I am going mad see her but not been allowed to serve her
This is the first time I a doing this so please ignore my mistakes. I am a indian born in England. So traditional in our culture the male is always domient. I always had a attraction to poweful tomboy time of girls when I was young. I was always the submissive parter with all my girlfriend even though not in a femdom relationship. In my twenties I started to see a professional domanatrix to subside by submissive feelings. When I was 30 I got semi arranged marriage. What attracted me to her was dominance and her way to get things her way. After marriage she moved to England because the way she through her Domince she has reached a very high position. I have always tried to drop hints that I would like to serve her but she did not that idea even me kissing her feet she said women should not miss men's feet. We have been married for 12 years now and last year started to see a professional domanatrix again which feel guilty about. I try and do as mush housework as possible to make life easier for her but she won't allow me to do it all as she said housework is women's work. My cock is extremely small which doen't give her satisfaction. She doesn't tell me this but I am sure she doesn't come when we have sex. My cock is about 2 inches when hard so how can it give anybody pleasure. I was told by a girl she broke up with me due to small cock. I know wife can be domient if she looks past these traditional values as she is domient in every other of her life. Does anybody have any advice for me. I am going mad see her but not been allowed to serve her