I just joined today. I don't even know if I'm in the right place but let me tell you why I'm here. I'll start by saying I'm happily married but looking for more excitement without husband knowing. Something online only. I'm being shy....I know what I want but having difficulty explaining it. Maybe someone can help me??? I'm looking for a male straight dom/master I guess. I'm into controlled orgasm & I like my toys but willing to explore with other things...maybe...lol. who wants to show me the ropes??? I've never done anything like this but eager to get started. Please don't rush me into anything...that's a turnoff. Will send pics once I'm comfortable. Go easy on me....babysteps....I promise I'm worth it 
