strange behavior while drunk

Asmodeus

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Hi there.
I would like to know what people think about my situtaion.

Here it is:
I don't drink alcohol very often, but when I do it's usually too much. I always have blackouts and do stupid things. Most times that doesn't bother me, because I don't give a sh*t what people think of me. :drunk:

But there were two Situations, where I really don't know why I did, what I did. There was just no rational reason, which I can imagine now.

The first situation was a few years ago, maybe 2012. It was me french-kissing another guy. I would never do that when I am sober. I wouldn't even think about that.

The other situation was not that long ago. I was with a friend gaming the whole night and both of us got drunk.
Last saturday he told me, I cried later that night and told him I am gay.

Now that somehow upsets me and I don't know why. :banghead: (I am a pretty tolerant guy.)

Maybe it's because I would never think about that when I am sober.

I don't think I am gay, because then I would watch the wrong porn to jerk off. :D And I still think womens bodies are much more esthetic. ;)

But why the hell would I say such things or do such things?
I am pretty confused now.

(I hope this somehow fits in the 'Relationship Advice Forum', even if it's not a relationship with another human being but myself)

Thanks for advices.
 

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Maybe you're somewhere bi. Sexuality is often considered more of a scale than simple terms like heterosexual or homosexual would allow.
Sounds to me like you just need to let yourself explore your feelings with the right people.
 

Asmodeus

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Maybe you are right and I am somewhere bi-curious.
But as I said, when I am sober I don't even think about that stuff.

I thought that maybe it's because alcohol lowers the inhibitions.
But then there is the fact that people say children and drunks always tell the truth.
 
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Asmodeus

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Maybe that is true and I am subconscious influenced by society. But usually I don't care about such meanings.

At least that would explain why I admire cool gay guys in media, like Omar in "The Wire" or Jesus in "The Walking Dead" comics.
 

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