I had 4 years long relationship with my girlfriend, but just before week she asked me that we separate. Her reasons were that she is young and want to try and experiment with new things. I didn't burst or anyhing like this, the opposite I was cool, while my heart was bleeding, and in result 2 days later she asked me for forgivness and asked to turn back to me. Still pointing out she want to experiment. We have generally talked to try new things (not sexual one), but I have for long curiosity over chastity, and cuckolding which I have never revealed to her. Thought we play from time to time orgasm denial for me, for 1 week periods and then a little break of 3-4 days between denial. My ego are stopping me to bring the topic for opening the relationship at her side. Also I'm afraid of the chastity, because it will make rule the denial, and my free periods would be heavily cut down. I would love advices how to bring the topic.
Right now my girlfriend is going out regulary with her girlfriends and I see tha she is spending more time chating or staying on the phone. Before her I had many girls, and I know how to pick a girl, also being active in martial art helps very much in this direction. However I want to give her in same time stability and freedom. Again we often play orgasm denial, but I'm afraid from permanent chastity/orgasm denial. Am I selfish?
Right now my girlfriend is going out regulary with her girlfriends and I see tha she is spending more time chating or staying on the phone. Before her I had many girls, and I know how to pick a girl, also being active in martial art helps very much in this direction. However I want to give her in same time stability and freedom. Again we often play orgasm denial, but I'm afraid from permanent chastity/orgasm denial. Am I selfish?
