Why don't you apply for a Pornstar? You would have satisfied your dream and you will make a lot of money. But first, you have to ask yourself a hundred times before you do it as those videos and photos will forever be on the internet.
I think marriage nowadays is just an assurance for some people who don't trust their partner so much. But for me, I want to marry someone to show how I deeply in love with her.
I'm a man and still a virgin but I'm not ashamed of that. I just want to fulfill my dream before I settle down. But I always fantasized my neighbor and I want to do the thing with her.