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    Beg

    Gasp Shiver Sigh Your fingertips trail Caressing and soothing Bringing nerves to life Further south Until... There! One circle Two..three.. Gasp Moan Pant You add pressure One finger sinking Slowly, feeling my tightness Searching for that sweet spot... There! The small bump of nerves Hidden...
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    Touch

    You had business in Georgia that I didn't know about, coinciding with the week I had the house to myself. I wasn't aware that you were coming to the States, unknowing that as I slept, you were sneaking inside my domain. I awoke with my hands tied to my headboard, a blindfold of some sort...
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    Waiting

    There's a heaviness in my heart. No, not pain...more like a fullness. Weight. Substance. My heart beats solidly in my chest, a little faster now..a little slower. Undulating waves of something I cannot quite describe. Belonging? Not sure. But it's there. Has always been there, in the recesses...
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    Mistakes that Aren't

    I enjoy learning. About anything. Typically it's through reading, from books to blogs to shampoo bottles...but frequently I have to learn through the mistakes I make. Like...the rather large one I made not too long ago. At the time I thought it was the right choice, but it resulted in me...
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    Someone Else

    Someone else will feel the softness of my lips on his as he kisses me deeply, possessively. His hands in my hair, holding me in place. Someone else will see the pleasure in my pose, sitting at his feet with my head on his knee. Someone else will see the love in my eyes as I kneel, naked...
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    Adrift

    Today I revoked my submission to my owner. It was painful decision based on some information I found out that broke my trust in him. When we first began our D/s, I informed him that I was monogamous and expected the same from him. He responded with "of course dear." I pressed him and he said he...
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    The (New) Time my Master Made Me Cry

    I intend for this to be a shorter entry than its predecessor. For anyone who doesn't know, I have a previous entry about when my Master told me something that shocked and astounded me, and made me cry. You can read about it here:http://www.kinktalk.com/talk/blog.php?b=2524 Last night while Sir...
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    The Time My Master Made Me Cry

    I am a fat girl. This is a universal truth. I have been most of my life, I was a fat baby, a thin toddler, and a fat kid. I don't skinny dip, I chunky dunk. Being overweight most of my life, I have been subject to a great deal of ridicule. One expects it from other kids, strangers, etc...one...
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    Absent and Update

    Sorry my lovelies, I have been without internet and thus have not been able to log on. It's back up again, yay! I had a great day with my Master on Tuesday, despite Him working 13 hours and being ill. We first spent several hours chatting, Him answering a multitude of questions I had about Him...
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    Anticipation

    You are lying across the kitchen table, legs spread and tied, ass hanging off the end. You feel like you will fall at any moment, but you are held securely by the ties binding your wrists to the corners of the table. You won’t fall, but that doesn’t ease the unsettling sensation. Your eyes are...
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    Praise

    "You are an amazing slave to have, you know that," says my Master during a short task today. One of the number of wonderful things He says to me on a regular basis. I have a wonderful Master.
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    Now I am 31

    Today is my birthday. I had breakfast with my family and went shopping with them, just to have fun and hang out. It was a great day. The best part? After Sir wished me "sweet birthday" He said He "can't wait to see 32" with me. I think I might have fallen in love, just a little. :)
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    Expression of Ownership

    “I need to mark you.” The words roll over you, both exhilarating and frightening. You tense, turning slowly to face Him, the shirt you were folding falling back onto the basket at your feet. He is leaning against the doorframe, casually dressed in the way you love best. There’s hunger in His...
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    Hope

    No relationship is flawless. I understand that, expect that. There are ups and downs, times of happiness and excitement, times of discord and sorrow. Each party is a person, with wants and needs and insecurities and vulnerabilities...and sometimes things get tangled. It happens. But that...
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    Exhilaration

    The past few months have been a time of flux for me, but I have sorted out some personal issues that kept me from realizing my potential. I have explored a variety of D/s and M/s dynamics, discovered a strength I didn't know I possessed, and have continued to climb back in the saddle each time...
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    Oh the Adventure

    What happens when, during your first (two) Skype calls you can't stop laughing because you are so nervous? The lovely man starts calling you Gigglebot. *sigh* Of course, he laughed and was nervous during the first one too.
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    Just a short note

    On perfection. After completing three tasks that wouldn't be difficult to some but were emotionally and psychologically challenging to me, he answer with a wonderful description of how it made him feel, his physical response, and how he would fuck me (for lack of a better word). The best...
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    A bit of a Pickle

    So what do you do when you are socially awkward, shy, introverted, and new to being a submissive, but you are being courted? See, I don't have a great deal of real-world skills. My common sense is faulty, I don't know how to flirt or charm. I don't understand how to respond to flattery, it...
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    Caught

    Well, this is embarrassing, but I have to share. First, I need to say that I have this Dom friend. He's been helping me with a variety issues I have, including trust and self-image and such. He gives me things to research and has me do things that make me feel sexy. He's making me keep a fitness...
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    Reflection

    People fascinate me. I have an insatiable curiosity when it comes to others, but I don't always have the best methods of expressing this. Perhaps this is the reason that I find it so much simpler to connect to strangers online than with individuals in person; with the anonymity that the Internet...