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    Weekly Maintenance Spanking

    Lately, it seems that my maintenance spankings have become almost as, or equally as intense as the spankings I get when I'm actually being punished. Maintenance ones used to be firm but not real hard and reminded me of how a girl should act or else........ Now they involve some level of...
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    Does punishment make you cry?

    I loved the fear, I loved the pain, and I loved the fact that my Governess cares enough to spank me hard enough and with enough authority and conviction to make me cry!
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    Does punishment make you cry?

    The only time(s) I cry is when the individual spanks are really hard and are fast without a pause in between and with a really stingy type implement such as a willow switch, a thin wispy cane or an electrical cord or coaxial cable. Another factor is when I'm not expecting it. Such as when I'm...
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    Maintenance Spanking

    I get at least one spanking each week. If I haven't done anything to be punished for, then it's called "maintenance." Sometimes, it seems like the maintenance ones are harder than the actual punishments. Today, it was a simple, but really intense otk with a jokari paddle. I got 85 really really...
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    My BDSM Test

    == Results from bdsmtest.org == 100% Submissive 100% Degradee 96% Slave 95% Experimentalist 89% Voyeur 86% Exhibitionist 83% Masochist 83% Rope bunny 69% Brat 34% Primal (Prey) 27% Non-monogamist 19% Pet 13% Vanilla 0% Ageplayer 0% Boy/Girl 0% Switch
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    Summer vibes

    Soooooo, new confidence in my life as a sissy. I kicked off "slut summer 22'" this past weekend camping and canoeing down the river. And for the first time, wore a bikini. I was amazed and had such an awesome time being probably as close to naked as I have ever been in front of so many people...
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    Hard extension cord whipping

    So we did talk about it......it was essentially "impact for impact sake." She thought I needed a whipping and that day, whipping me, and my submitting to, was within our relationship dynamic so I had nothing to be aghast at. In fact, as it was "out of nowhere," as I think back, it was kind of...
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    Hard extension cord whipping

    On Monday, I got a severe whipping with a heavy extension cord. You know, one of those orange industrial types. It wasn't planned, nor was any protocol applied. Instead, I was watching TV after all my work and errands were done. I only wear tops, so I'm always naked from my waist, down. I saw...
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    Rubber band snaps

    I did 35 severe snaps on both nipples and my tender skin of my boi pussy as punishment for cheating on my diet. I'm sore in those places today and I'm not even looking in the direction of baked goods or any other foods that aren't on my low calorie list. Next time, if it happens again, I've...
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    Forced pubic hairs removal

    I am only embarrassed for no pubic hair if I'm the only naked person in the room or naked in a gathering event. I havent had any hair for a long time. Most of the time I love the feeling just certain times I wish I had it, but in the absence, I just go with it. ♡♡holly
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    Which punishments would you rather have

    I'm a slave, and my best is given to a Domme when I am totally naked and in the legs up position to receive a hard punishment with either a thin lexan paddle or a long tause. My legs and sexy bottom are so vulnerable to each hard spank I receive. It usually goes on really hard and fast for...
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    Thudy vs stingy

    I hate (but love) thin firm lexan paddles with holes. The holes do make a difference probably mostly at impact, but still, they do make a difference. I also crave the pain from an extension cord ♡♡ holly
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    Trans girls.

    O I agree!
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    What would you want a sub to wear

    I wear tops only. Always naked from the waist down.
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    Best implement for self spanking

    I use either a short thin paddle made of smooth hard wood or a heavy guage electrical cable. Both are painful and leave sweet marks and bruises, but no matter how hard/fast, it's nothing compared to when I'm spanked by another person.