self sacrifice

My parent left home, and i want some hard self torture.. punishment.. I want to be punished / tortured for watching porn so often.. and so many other things I'm male.. Havent toys, and so much things.. I just have home tools? Like some rope, super glue, zip tie... i'm machoist, like bondage...

Brighton,east Sussex,july 2003:Sandra Finnegan,very pretty,15,slim,curly redhair,freckle faced and with bright blue eyes,was playing football in her street with her best mate Shirley McConnel-14, however,Sandra had repeatably been told by her father never to do this!'you could break a window!go...