Completely new boy. Looking for advice and tips

danny.the.slave

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Oct 14, 2016
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Just thought I'd introduce myself and see what comes of this.

So I'm an 18 year old boy and I've been browsing this forum for a few months. I guess my sexuality is that I'm a slave. I don't really get turned on by thinking of anything other than being used and treated like an object. I'm bisexual, but every time I think about sex its based around a man or woman ordering me and telling me to do things. I love the idea of being someones property who they treat poorly. My greatest fantasy is to be someones servant in their house, naked with maybe a collar on, completely shaved or waxed and basically being their bitch. Making them food, massaging their feet, sucking their cock, eating them out. Sometimes in my mind this person or couple bring their friends home, and I am expected to do the same for them, serving, being fucked... used... making them happy... When I do well they praise me and tell me I'm doing a good job, patting me on the head and rubbing my back. When I don't do it well or mess up, I'm put down and made fun of, hit and smacked and told that I'm a fuck up. If I'm trying hard and really enjoying it they all laugh and talk about me while I'm doing it. Thats my biggest turn on actually. Being used and talked about like I'm not even there, laughed at over how much of a slut I am as they continue to use me.

Sometimes I think of myself as a woman. I haven't done it yet, but I want to wear panties and bras and dresses. Watching porn growing up in my mind I was always the girl being fucked by the guy.

I haven't admitted this before to anyone, and I'm completely closeted. But the idea of everything I've just described is basically all I think about.

Does anyone have any advice for me? How would I end up finding something like this? Is it possible? How can I do this saftely? I'd love to read or watch anything educational. Or just to chat with someone. I don't know. I'm just pretty lost and this is all I know about myself.
 

Swerdyadf

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Nov 12, 2016
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If you want advice on how to find a master or mistress kik me as the same as my username. But make sure your find someone who has the same likes as you and someone who isn't going to ask for cash. Getdare is a ok place to place a ad but there is a load of fakes and underage users. A online dom is a great place to start but if you are eighteen and have the money there is no harm in seeing a profesional dom. Any more questions kik swerdyadf
 

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