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MissKubo

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I feel very guilty for hurting you... Hope the edges make up for it. Be sure to detail each one, and make sure you manage them all by 11.25... or we'll have to spin your wheel again šŸ˜Æ
 
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After feeling bad for having me crush my cock under two brick. Miss allowed me the privilege of taking on the challenge of edging 3 times in an hour. Is I still canā€™t touch for another 2 day after yesterdayā€™s wheel spin I had to find different ways to edge without my hands touching my cock and keeping it caged.

To do this I kept switching between vibrating my caged cock and fucking my slut hole to milk my prostate.

First edge left me so frustrated. Vibing my caged cock and balls right to the edge while stopping myself from cumming in my cage.

Because of that I knew I had to wait a little for my 2nd edge otherwise I would probably go to far and I wouldnā€™t be able to stop myself. For my 2nd edge I know included fucking my slut hole imaging the dildo strapped to missā€™ waist. I came so close this time too but had to stop. At this point I was leaking so much ore cum. So like any other time I had to clean up with my fingers and suck them dry.

My 3rd edge I left too late. I did not reach the edge before miss called time on my hour. Therefore she spun my wheel again. This landed on me having to be naked for one hour. I am now serving that naked hour now. Not allowed to wear anything except my cock cage to remind me of the slutty little animal that I am.

I am sissy Brandi, I am naked, my toes are painted bright pink, I am leaking pre cum out of my caged cock, I have my sissy name written on my chest in red lipstick with a love heart for the I. And I worship miss kubo
 

bradleywright72

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Last night I became so frustrated at still not being able to touch and still throbbing and twitching in my cage. All I wanted to do was take it out and play with it for one minute.

When Miss allowed me to take it out I got excited. But it wasnā€™t to play. I had to place my cock in a door way and close the door. While I did that miss spun my wheel. It landed on a ruined orgasm with me having to lick up the mess.

With my touching ban still in place however, I had to find another method to complete this and so outcome the vibrator. Massaging my cock head with it definitely did the trick for my soaking wet cock. But at the point of cumming I had to stop the vibration and just let any cum poor into a shot glass.

Finally I was going to have some cum allowed out of my cock but it was so frustrating and underwhelming. Not even an orgasm. More just an outflow of a little load. And now there was a shot glass half filled with cum.

As per the wheel spin. There was only one place it could go. So I closed my eyes and threw my head back and soon felt the warm salty liquid in my mouth. I had to hold it in there for a couple of minutes to really savour and get used to the taste. Learn to love it for my miss. Because any cum that leaves my balls. Is to only go one place. Recycled back into my body via my mouth. As soon as I came. I was locked straight back up.

After eating my little load of cum the time soon came for my naked outdoor playtime. This time it involved me doing laps of my garden. But on my hands and knees. Occasionally dropping to lay flat and rub my caged cock against the grass. It was so hot and my neighbours bedroom light overlooking my garden was on. They couldā€™ve seen so easily and so much if theyā€™d have looked out of the window.
 

bradleywright72

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Another day that passed yesterday with me aching to be able to get at my caged cock. It Was also supposed to be the day that I was finally allowed to touch. Only for my wheel to land on another 48 hours no touching.

Because of missā€™ kind heart she allowed me a couple of hours to be free and able to play. But this was even more torture. Being able to jerk my rock hard throbbing cock with full balls, getting right to the edge after like 10 seconds, but knowing I canā€™t cum, knowing that all I will get is being locked back up not to touch for another 2 days. So having even fuller balls wasnā€™t helping.

My wheel spin for the day first landed on ā€œpublic spin againā€ meaning whatever the next spin was I had to do in a public place. 30 minutes edge with vibrator was the result.

This was always going to be messy and embarrassing given how desperate I am for orgasm. So out in public I used my vibrating panties to secretly edge myself. I would leave on right to the edge then turn off, allow a couple of minutes to compose myself and go again. I couldnā€™t contain my moans and couldnā€™t walk when trying. I did get a few funny looks as people walked past me. God knows what they were thinking. But when I got home I had pre cum everywhere. Dripping out of my cage running down my balls. Of course the only way to clean up was to use my fingers to wipe it then suck them clean.

The rest of the day apart from my desperation and frustration was fairly quiet. Until a message from miss saying how frustrated and horny she was so decided to spin my wheel again. Which said I had to spend the next hour on my hands and knees naked. It felt so right to be in that position. It was like my rightful place had been recognised. It was difficult to do my work in that position but it was hot and I was horny. I didnā€™t care. All I thought was how much it was turning me on and how my little clit was aching to get hard in the cage.

When that hour was up. Miss had a new idea. This time for my outdoor naked playtime. This time I would sit on a bench in my garden and place my soft cock through one of the slits. I would then have to watch my favourite porn to get hard to while my cock was in the slit. Getting bigger and bigger so I wouldnt be able to get out until it went down. But miss knows what raging erections Iā€™ve been having when out of the cage even without anything to provoke it. And the trouble Iā€™ve been having getting them back down.

So I sat my naked ass on the bench. Got my cock in position and started the videos. It didnā€™t take long for my to get hard and I instantly knew I wouldnā€™t be able to get out or go anywhere as long as I had a boner. I was stuck, trapped. If next door looked out of her bedroom window, I was exposed, there for her to see freely. 20 minutes I had to wait for my cock to reduce enough to get out. And it was the horniest 20 minutes Iā€™ve had. Yes it was uncomfortable but the thought of what I was doing and the danger of being caught is what kept me getting harder and harder. Making it even more difficult to escape.
 
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MissKubo

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Well done Brandi. I'm so happy you enjoyed the experience... I'm going to have to have a good think where to go from here... Of course, Brandi isn't mine alone, she's open to any ideas from you guys.

Aren't you Brandi?
 

bradleywright72

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So yesterday miss kubo have gave me a challenge. Attempt to find pictures of here where a guy has his cock tied to a lawnmower. I looked all day but couldnā€™t find them.

My punishment. Four edges in an hour before being locked back up. This was followed my wheel spin landing on a ruined orgasm into a sock. Which I then had to put on and wear. My hot sticky leaked cum from not even getting a proper orgasm all over my foot as I walked around the rest of the day. It was such a turn on knowing I was talking to girls and walking past them with a sock full of and foot covered in cum.

Miss Kubo also decided to shake up my nighttime play. She rolled a dice twice. Landing on 6 then 2. This meant that I had to walk the streets and press my uncaged cock up against 8 different objects for 1 minute each. It was so sexy and risky. But I loved it.

I went to bed last night so horny. And had the most sexy dream that is for miss kubo to know and only for her to choose to share. It led my frustrated cock and full balls to explode everywhere during the night. I woke up covered in cum. All the way up to my neck.

I am waiting punishment for cumming without permission
 
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bradleywright72

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A tree, a bin, a wall, a bus stop, the floor, a lamppost, a mail box and my front door miss
 

MissKubo

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A tree, a bin, a wall, a bus stop, the floor, a lamppost, a mail box and my front door miss
Good selection Brandi... Except you said all your bins were too public for throwing your caged cock away in... šŸš®
 

bradleywright72

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Been a while since Iā€™ve been able to update on my play adventures with miss kubo due to real life being busy of late. While I havenā€™t had chance to update she has still been making me suffer by denying and humiliating me while still not being able to touch.

Over the last few days I have had to focus on my ball tying for miss. Separating each ball into its own separate compartment while continually edging. The tension building up in my balls each time has been so intense. This has also involved applying ice and hanging my balls over a candle while I edged 5 times and then being given 20 seconds to cum at the end. I didnā€™t quite manage it despite being so close so had to pour the melting wax on my cock.

It burned so much but I deserved it. Miss also informed me last night that she is now allowed to cum. Which means that so am I. Although, the catch is I can cum all I want just without touching and remaining in the cage.

The only way I am allowed to cum is through anal stimulation and play and so last night I fucked my ass and vibrated my prostate until I leaked so much out of the cage. It is only serving to make me more and more horny however as an anal stimulated orgasm does far less to satisfy than a normal orgasm. And only makes me hornier. Iā€™m dripping so much pre cum out of my cage. Itā€™s so messy and after a wheel spin I have a week without touching, and my time in the cage now permanent.
 

bradleywright72

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Over the last couple of days I have been so busy I missed my daily anal orgasm. Miss said that to punish me for this I had to tie my balls and lash them as many times as the dice roll says. 2 missed orgasms and 2 dice rolls. I rolled 5 and 3 which meant 8 lashes to my tied balls.

As the weather has been bad I havenā€™t been able to have my outdoor naked playtime for a while so last night I said to miss that despite the wet weather I would go out and play. I was so excited to get my naked body all wet and covered in mud as I fucked the soft muddy ground on missā€™ orders. It was so dirty and naughty I was so turned on by it. Half way through I saw the girl next doorā€™s bedroom light turn on. If sheā€™d have looked out sheā€™d have seen everything but I didnā€™t care. I kept going until I came in the ground. A little drill hole full of a little cum puddle was made.

The last week as also seen miss fall a little behind with my wheel spins and so we caught up today by doing 7 all at once. I got 30 mins ice play, vibe my cock and balls while caged, 30 mins vibe edging, no underwear for a day, nipple clamps, ruined orgasm into a sock to then wear and wear a butt plug.

Originally 2 of the spins landed on no touching periods to add onto the week Iā€™m just completing now. However, miss let me off because of a little misunderstanding that resulted in me being caged all week when she only meant for me to not touch. Therefore, I am free tonight but can only have my anal orgasm and canā€™t touch, followed by being caged for the next 24 hours. But miss has said after those 24 hours I can have a proper orgasm by masterbating which I am craving so badly.

But I think that may be the last time I orgasm and cum in a long long time.
 

bradleywright72

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Miss has begun working to get my balls back nice and full and aching. Making sure I am constantly horny again after having quite a bit of freedom to play with myself and cum last week.

Now I must be locked up 24/7 and performing more and more of my wheel tasks. I am now rolling a die each morning to see how many wheel spins I do for that day rather than just one a day. Yesterday I had to do four. They were vibe in the cage, wear womenā€™s underwear, ruined orgasm and lick up then another ruined orgasm to then smear on my feet.

The tasks definitely worked in getting me horny. The vibe got me right to the edge in my cage and wearing thongs always makes me feel so sexy. Then the two ruined orgasms both left me feeling so frustrated but the taste of my first creamy and salty load was so good. And then the feeling of the second being rubbed all over my feet felt great. And it stayed on all day.

In the evening I asked miss for another wheel spin as I was so so horny. First it landed on no underwear which will be done today, so miss spun again after I got on my knees completely naked and begged her. This time it landed on wear lipstick. This was perfect as I put on this dark purple lipgloss that was the matching colour of the thong I was wearing.

I then had my outdoor playtime. Naked, wearing lipgloss. I felt such a sexy slutty little gurl, shaking my naked ass out in the open with my little clit stick all locked up. Iā€™d love to perform on video chat for people so they can watch me live and give live instruction. Or even in real life in person.

This morning I have woke up so horny and desperate to touch. But miss has said under no circumstances am I to have direct contact with my cock. Sorry. Her cock. So I have been grinding and rubbing against my mattress trying to satisfy my urge but itā€™s only making it worse.
 

bradleywright72

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So as a result of three wheel spins landing on one week no touching miss kubo set me two challenges to knock off two weeks. First I had to edge 4 times in 20 minutes and lock myself straight back up. Which I completed. Then I had to hand 9 clothes pegs from my body for 10 minutes with at least 3 being on my (miss kuboā€™s) cock. I hung 4 from my sissy clit and 3 from my balls. Then one from each nipple.

Today my dice roll landed on 6 which means 6 more wheel spins. 1. To be rented out for anotherā€™s use. 2. Wear a butt plug as long as I can. 3. 30 minutes edging with a vibrator. 4. Public and re-spin which landed on a ruined orgasm and smear on feet which I have to do either outside or in a public place. 5. Another ruined orgasm and have to lick up what I leak. 6. To paint my toe nails whatever colour miss decides. And she loves bright pink.

So far Iā€™ve had the butt plug in since this morning and still have it in. Iā€™ve done the ruined orgasm and licked up. Iā€™ve painted my toe nails. Done the vibrator edging. Now I just need to do the public ruined orgasm and rub it all over my feet. And to be rented out once miss finds a suitable taker.
 

bradleywright72

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So Iā€™ve finished todayā€™s tasks but still miss is looking for someone to be my owner for two days. To do whatever they want with me.

For the public task of ruining an orgasm and rubbing whatever I leak all over my feet. I went back to the local woodland and used a shelter to keep out of the rain. As my cock is caged I had to use a vibrator to get me close to orgasm. Therefore I wasnā€™t able to go to a store to do it.

But I felt so wild and free, vibrating my naked self to the point of orgasm out in the open then rubbing it all over my feet.

Iā€™ve spent the rest of my day watching public exposure and stripping videos as at the moment public and outdoor nudity is really turning me on. It has been sending my caged cock crazy and Iā€™ve been rubbing it and my balls like theyā€™re a clit and itā€™s felt so good while looking like a girl masterbating.

Then because I am so horny I have had the best anal playtime that I have just finished. I started by just inserting a pink jewelled butt plug before switching to a vibrating prostate massager. Pressing and vibrating right up against my prostate making me leak pre cum. As soon as I slid it in and it pressed against my prostate I leaked. It goes so deep. Then because I wanted to take something deeper, I used cucumber and took it as deep as I could. Well over half and it felt so good in my slutty sissy whore ass. Then I decided to just use fingers to finish and for the first time was able to fit three finger right the way up to around my second knuckle. My aim. To be able to fully fist my hole.
 

bradleywright72

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Miss has been quite busy of late so yesterday meant that I had 10 wheel spins to do to make up for some missed days. It is only right I make up for lost time when even tho miss is busy Iā€™m not serving. I donā€™t deserve free time.

For the last couple of days I have been so incredibly horny and I havenā€™t been able to stop watching public nudity videos. I got so horny and my balls so full I had to request a release from chastity from miss as my balls were aching so badly.

My wheel spins yesterday were, 1. No underwear, 2. Wear my maid outfit for 1 hour, 30 mins edging with vibrator, ruined orgasm and lick up mess, 1 hour on hands and knees naked, 30 mins vibrating to edge again, another ruined orgasm but this time smear mess in face and keep it there, same again so I had to have two ruined orgasm leaked loads on my face, 96 hour extension to my week long no touching ban, and finally to wear some lipstick.

I then finished off the day by having me naked outdoor playtime at night. But because of how horny I am, rather than just stick to my back garden, this time I got a little bit more daring and stood down the side of my house that is open and visible to the front and my street. While I was down the side of my house completely naked two girls walked past on the opposite side of the street. I donā€™t think they saw me as they didnā€™t turn to look at my house. But if theyā€™d have looked they would have easily seen me out in the open totally naked and with a full erection due to the excitement. I wonder what theyā€™d have done if they looked and saw me. Watching them walk past while I was all open and exposed was so exciting and hot.
 

bradleywright72

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Message miss kubo first and see what she says. I can only video call on Instagram as I donā€™t have Skype. If she wants to loan me to you then I am all yours for as long as she allows
 

bradleywright72

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Due to me and miss both being busy I havenā€™t been able to update as frequently as I would like although we have still being playing. In the time since the last update there have been more wheel spins and resulting tasks for me to complete than I can name.

The time since my last update had been spent trying out my new items of clothing for miss. Some wet look leather leggings and stiletto heels, with the heels getting a bit of getting used to walking in. I feel so sexy wearing both items tho. Miss has had me practising walking in the heels as much as I possibly can, with Male clothes banned whenever I have the heels on. So practising has to be either done completely naked, in lingerie, or in one of my sexy sissy outfits.

Yesterday I had my heels on with both my maid outfit, and my leather leggings with a red lace bra top. As we have developed through our time with me under missā€™ control, we have now become comfortable with me sending the odd pics and vids when I really want to show something off. This time with the heels and outfits was the first time Iā€™d had them on together so really wanted miss to see. And she said I looked so good and natural in my outfits.

Another vid I sent miss was of me edging her cock with a vibrator strapped to it. Unfortunately I went a little too far and had a ruined orgasm with cum leaking from my cock. Although she liked it I still had to be punished and so had to melt ice over my cock and balls and hang clothes pegs from my cock. Sorry her cock.

Finally, miss also had me send her the email address of a girl I am crushing on. To ensure I stay in line.
 

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