Control, denial and humiliation diary

[bradleywright72]

Well that was the definition of saved by the bell. First vibe period of four minutes. This one for my first hour of 4 in chastity. The vibrations felt so good they were shaking my whole pubic region. I couldn’t stop moaning and biting my bottom lip. Couldn’t stay still either. It took me right to the edge just as the timer went off.
And that was without watching porn at the same time

 

[bradleywright72]

Fell a little behind with my vibrations and porn watching in the last hour as I had my daily isolated lockdown training session to complete. That means I need 2 vibe periods (8mins) and watch 2 different porn videos.
This may tip me over the edge. One more hour tho and I’ve completed another 4 hours of chastity. 7 for the day

 

[bradleywright72]

Wow I am so horny. Does anyone have any task ideas for misskubo to further deny and humiliate me

 

[bradleywright72]

In my time of rest from chastity as per miss kubos orders I am still having a vibe period every hour. And even tho I’m not in chastity it is getting harder with each passing out to stop myself from cumming. Every time I edge my balls are getting fuller and fuller with cum and they feel like they’re ready to let all that hot sticky cum explode everywhere.

Of course if that happens then the only way to clean up would be to use my tongue and swallow it as miss kubo says. So I can’t decide whether it is best to hold it in as best I can and just deal with the ever leaking pre cum. Or do let it go and eat it all up which with how horny I am doesn’t seem like a bad idea and a bit of a turn on even tho it shouldnt. But I’m that horny right now everything seems like a turn on. I would probably do just about anything right now. I’m just hoping that doesn’t get taken advantage of too badly

 

[bradleywright72]

Just spent 10 minutes outside completely naked for miss kubo. The first time I’ve been completely naked out in the open. Walked around the garden playing with my rock hard cock. I felt so sexy and horny being completely exposed. I think one of my neighbours may have seen me tho.

 

[bradleywright72]

New morning and I really can believe how horny I am. I’ve never felt this strongly horny before. I could literally be used to do anything and I would find it sexy and a huge turn on.

Knowing how full my balls are, misskubo told me that should I cum last night, then I would be made to stay in my hot sticky mess all night. Thankfully I did t cum. I wrapped my cock up in so much cling film so I couldn’t play with it no matter how much I wanted to

 

[MissKubo]

Hope you've not gotten yourself into any trouble... But well done

Time to have a good wash, I want you nice, clean and healthy. Then it's five hours locked this time, isn't it?

 

[bradleywright72]

Yes it is miss kubo. With 5 minute vibe periods and porn watching for every hour

 

[bradleywright72]

Well I’m back in chastity for the 5 hours and I’m an hour and a half of the way through. That means I’ve had 2 vibe periods. 1 with porn and 1 without. My crotch feels so close to the edge all the time now and have to really try control myself.
In between I found myself laid on my front. Rubbing my caged cock against my mattress. It felt so good. I felt and looked like a girl masterbating.
If anyone has any task ideas to add to miss kubos rule of me they are more than welcome and I will do all.

 

[bradleywright72]

So before my 5 hours of chastity was up I had to take a trip to the shops. I asked miss kubo how she wanted me and I had to go wearing a thong with a butt plug inserted as well as already being in the cage.

As I inserted the butt plug. My cock leaked so much pre cum. I asked miss kubo what I should do with it. So I smeared it on my lips and wore it as lipgloss on my trip.

So I had to go to my supermarket. With a thong on, butt plug in, chastity cage on. And pre cum on my lips as lip gloss.

I felt so naughty and kinky. All of it was fine except the butt plug was uncomfortable and I wasn’t able to walk properly. The cum quickly dried on my lips.

When I got home I asked miss kubo if I could take out the butt plug but I had to flip a coin. It landed on tails so I had to keep it in. My hole is feeling really stretched now.

 

[bradleywright72]

More fun outside playing for me last night. In my garden wearing nothing but my chastity cage. But this time with the challenge of having a brick tied to my chastity caged balls. It hurt so much whenever I moved but I feel so naughty and kinky when I’m outside completely naked. Even more with my cock cage on.

The group of girls that live across the street were also all in their front garden and so could’ve seen me when I had to sneak round the side of my house to get in and out. I hoped they didn’t see. Or did I hope they did. I’m so horny I dont know anymore.

It was also my first night sleeping in chastity as my 6 hour period still had 2 hours to run when I went to bed. So I left it on and just stayed in it the whole night.

 

[bradleywright72]

So now as part of my denial and humiliation. I now have a wheel decide for my tasks. Miss kubo rolled for the first time this morning and it landed on no touching for 48 hours. With how horny I am. This is going to be a long 2 days

 

[MissKubo]

I think the whole female domme/ male sub thing gets mis-sold a lot.

Same with the opposite, actually...

It's always stereotypically theatrically harsh, and when guys are like that with me, I hate it.

I want to be encouraged, guided, nurtured through my submission, and I think, really, it would be better for male subs to experience it the same way.

That's the way I'm trying to do it for bradley

 

[bradleywright72]

And your doing it so well miss kubo. It is being such an enjoyable experience and is hopefully one that continue well into the future

 

[bradleywright72]

Second wheel spin of the day. But before the result was revealed to me miss gave me the option to spin again and have to do the second choice no matter what. First spin became irrelevant but she would tell me what it was before she revealed the second actual task. First spin was for me to have a ruined orgasm into a sock and then wear it. But I chose to spin again before that was revealed. The 2nd task I have to complete is to paint my toe nails. And miss has expressed she wants my toes to be a pretty bright pink to show the little girly I am.

 

[bradleywright72]

Just finished another late night playtime outside completely naked. No clothing at all. All I had on was my chastity cage. Miss kubo told me to complete some exercises while naked on the grass. The exercises I did were sit ups star jumps squats and press ups. With the press ups I had to make sure that my caged cock was pressing into the grass. Then with me already on my front after the press ups. I finished my naked outdoor play time by humping the grass with my caged cock and balls. I felt so naughty but it was so good. I can’t believe how horny I am. But still got 30 hours to go before I can even touch my cock

 

[bradleywright72]

Good morning everyone. As of today, thanks to miss kubo I have a new identity. Now. I am called Brandi. And I am such a horny naughty little girl. Brandi is now what I will be known as as I embrace my naughty sissy lifestyle. Thank you for giving me my true identity miss kubo.

 

[bradleywright72]

So this morning because I was so horny and my cock and balls were tingling in their cage, and because I woke up in a puddle of leaked pre cum. Miss kubo advised I take a walk to cool off.

But first I had to put on my pair of remote control vibrating panties and get google to give me two random colours. Those colours were blue and green. Miss instructed me that on my walk, every time I saw a blue car, I would have to turn the vibe on, and every green car I turn off.

One major problem was that I wasn’t seeing any greens and a lot of blues. At one stage it all became so intense I was stopped in my tracks, was crossing my legs and moaning like the little sissy bitch I am. Someone actually stopped to ask if I was okay so had to blame it on a stomach ache.

 

[MissKubo]

Poor, poor Sissy Brandi. She has her own name now... And her own wheel. And that wheel does not want Brandi playing with her sissy clitty at all...

First spin today, bearing in mind that Brandi is already halfway through a 48 hour period of no touching... It came up with a week.

I offered a flip of the coin for double or quits; heads, we disregard the first result and spin again. Tails, it's two weeks. Lucky for Brandi she won and the second spin... Another 48 hours of no touching!!

Tonight the wheel has decided no underwear for tomorrow. With the amount of precum constantly leaking, that could leave our poor, denied sissy in a bit of a mess...

 

[bradleywright72]

For the second morning running I have woke up in the mess of a puddle of pre cum. I guess I better start cleaning up and get my fingers ready to wipe and my mouth ready to suck them.

Today would’ve been the end of my 48 hours with no touching but as miss kubo said. I have now got to start another 48 hours. My wheel really doesn’t like me. And no underwear will definitely mean a big mess for me in my shorts.

Then for last nights naked outdoor playtime. Miss allowed me to take my cock out of its cage. Thank you miss kubo. But what I had to do was very painful. I had to get my naked sissy body with my new sissy name written in red lipstick across my chest, and my pink painted toenails, down on my knees, and sandwich my cock in between 3 bricks. I had to lay my cock on the first, and then pile the other 2 on top. I stayed like that for 15 minutes. And half way through I though the girl next door was gonna look out of her bedroom window that can see into my garden.

But once again, apart from the bricks crushing my cock, I loved my outdoor play time in the nude. I felt so free and excited. I love being naked outside.