So my latest task was to test how sensitive my clit is now. I fucked myself with the bubble wand as close to edge as i could get 3 times and inbetween i rubbed my clit. It is weird it took about 20 minutes each time to come close from fucking but when i rubbed my clit it still didnt feel good the first time i hardly felt anything the second time a little more feeling but not much and the third time again a little more but not much. I still didnt even get close by rubbing. It makes me curious though because while i like the fucking i find it very difficult to cum from that alone and have only done once ever. So now it makes me think i cant even cum if i wanted to. I am still very horny though probably about an 8-9 out of 10. And i feel the urge to touch my clit and to hump and things but when i actually touch it doesnt feel like it used to. I really want to keep fucking. Or hump something i am very horny.
Denial and control diary
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Sorry for not keeping up with this thread. I am still pretty busy most of the time but tonight i am really horny and wouldn't mind tasks although i believe the no cumming rule still applys and perhaps the no touching my clit. Still either way i am very horny right now and would love to touch and play. But of course that isnt up to me how frustrating... i love it.
Hi all it has been a while but i have just under a week where i have some time to do some tasks so hopefully i can have some fun.
Well hi everyone. It has been ages. I am finally not going to be busy for a while so for the next month or maybe longer depending on how it goes I have been challenged to humping only and at least 5 edges per day. Obviously no cumming. Hopefully I can handle it after not doing denial for a while.
So yet again life seems to be determined to leave me with no free time I am hoping this week will be ok. I am finding it hard though to find tasks that I enjoy and are able to be done is short amounts of time. I get bored very easily and if I have been doing one thing too long or have done it too often even if I am in the mood it is still too boring and it ruins the mood. So I am always looking for something new although that is hard.
I have been trying to think about ways to do denial without having to have a regular schedule and I thought maybe instead of finding a set way to touch making a rule that I can only touch with permission so limiting my ability to touch...
No I don’t have anyone at the moment. I feel conflicted about that because with my current life I don’t have enough time to dedicate to an actual dom sub arrangement, I wouldn’t be able to regularly communicate which would be unfair to the other person.
