Hi there.
I would like to know what people think about my situtaion.
Here it is:
I don't drink alcohol very often, but when I do it's usually too much. I always have blackouts and do stupid things. Most times that doesn't bother me, because I don't give a sh*t what people think of me. :drunk:
But there were two Situations, where I really don't know why I did, what I did. There was just no rational reason, which I can imagine now.
The first situation was a few years ago, maybe 2012. It was me french-kissing another guy. I would never do that when I am sober. I wouldn't even think about that.
The other situation was not that long ago. I was with a friend gaming the whole night and both of us got drunk.
Last saturday he told me, I cried later that night and told him I am gay.
Now that somehow upsets me and I don't know why. :banghead: (I am a pretty tolerant guy.)
Maybe it's because I would never think about that when I am sober.
I don't think I am gay, because then I would watch the wrong porn to jerk off. And I still think womens bodies are much more esthetic.
But why the hell would I say such things or do such things?
I am pretty confused now.
(I hope this somehow fits in the 'Relationship Advice Forum', even if it's not a relationship with another human being but myself)
Thanks for advices.
I would like to know what people think about my situtaion.
Here it is:
I don't drink alcohol very often, but when I do it's usually too much. I always have blackouts and do stupid things. Most times that doesn't bother me, because I don't give a sh*t what people think of me. :drunk:
But there were two Situations, where I really don't know why I did, what I did. There was just no rational reason, which I can imagine now.
The first situation was a few years ago, maybe 2012. It was me french-kissing another guy. I would never do that when I am sober. I wouldn't even think about that.
The other situation was not that long ago. I was with a friend gaming the whole night and both of us got drunk.
Last saturday he told me, I cried later that night and told him I am gay.
Now that somehow upsets me and I don't know why. :banghead: (I am a pretty tolerant guy.)
Maybe it's because I would never think about that when I am sober.
I don't think I am gay, because then I would watch the wrong porn to jerk off. And I still think womens bodies are much more esthetic.
But why the hell would I say such things or do such things?
I am pretty confused now.
(I hope this somehow fits in the 'Relationship Advice Forum', even if it's not a relationship with another human being but myself)
Thanks for advices.