Yeah. I don't know which one would be easier. You don't have the risk of coming without permission. After what memories had me do last night, spiritualxtc had me cover my Ben wa balls in toothpaste and ducttape them into mt cunt. Them after torturing my tits for an extended period of time, I went on a 3 mile walk. I made it a bit over 2.5 miles and came without permission. I couldn't stop myself. I have failed.