Prove to me that kinktalk is better than fetlife!(or just as good)
I want to write this blog for me, more than for anyone else for the first time in my life. I am in my early twenties and at a really confused point. A lot of things in my life have been changing, and I have lost my coping mechanisms. I feel as though I need to regain a part of me. That being said, I should probably explain a little bit....
I have been in this lifestyle for over ten years. I have had one dom and been in a poly setting. He was perfect, the poly was perfect. I don't understand how I can have such wonderful things to say about people and still have left them. I have to admit to myself that I had more love than most people dream of but I still left it.
It is hard to feel lonely and loved at the same time.... I want to figure out who I am and what am I doing?
It would nice to be able to met real friends who are in the lifestyle for a change, not just people who are on the opposite end of my spectrum or speculum.. haha.. but for real.
I want to write this blog for me, more than for anyone else for the first time in my life. I am in my early twenties and at a really confused point. A lot of things in my life have been changing, and I have lost my coping mechanisms. I feel as though I need to regain a part of me. That being said, I should probably explain a little bit....
I have been in this lifestyle for over ten years. I have had one dom and been in a poly setting. He was perfect, the poly was perfect. I don't understand how I can have such wonderful things to say about people and still have left them. I have to admit to myself that I had more love than most people dream of but I still left it.
It is hard to feel lonely and loved at the same time.... I want to figure out who I am and what am I doing?
It would nice to be able to met real friends who are in the lifestyle for a change, not just people who are on the opposite end of my spectrum or speculum.. haha.. but for real.
