First off, I didn't know which section to put this in, so if a mod or some such sees this and has some qualms about it being here, feel free to move it and/or lecture me. But since it's a question about a dom from a sub, lo and behold, I post it in the submissive lounge~
So yes, without dragging this on too long, how do I get my *master to be more 'forceful'? This whole sub/dom thing has been prevalent in our relationship for a few years now, so we're not new to it, or anything. It's not a 24/7 sub/dom relationship either, the longest we've carried it on continuously was a month or two. He was the one who suggested this 'relationship style' in the first place, luckily we both shared the same fetishes and whatnot.
A lot of the time, he can be amazingly forceful, and that's actually mostly if he's in a bad mood, or if the 'desire' overcomes him, and I enjoy it very much. (I'm like uber-masochist of the year.)
Thing is, a lot of the time, he's also very 'soft'. I can't really explain it other than he's overly concerned for my safety, e.g. He'll be spanking me, then stop if I start to bleed, (which is normal anyway because I bruise/bleed easily and he's a big guy (6'3" and 200-220lbs) and I'm a lil' gal (5'1'' and 110-120lbs), so even if he's not trying to be harsh, which I'd like him to, he can generally cause a bit of 'damage' without trying.) and I actually find him being 'soft' as ruining the experience. He'll also maybe hold back on his punishments, which I actually dislike, but I think he goes easy on me because I'm so small, or something. He's told me many a time that he enjoys the dominant role, and he was the one who picked it for himself in the first place, so I'm not sure if I'm just too demanding and if he sees that I'm taking it too far.
I've tried outright telling him, which is a short term solution to a long term problem, lasts about one day or so. I've also tried 'testing' him, I.e. disobeying his orders on purpose, which again, is a short term solution to a long term problem.
So, TL;DR: Do I just have to keep pushing with the hints, or is there a long term solution to this problem? So yeah, inputs from anyone are appreciated. ~
(And nope, he doesn't have an account on here.)
*Also, I know it's not a 'true' (Oh you purists~) master/slave thing, considering it's not a 24/7 thing (though I'd like it to be,) I just refer to him as Master, because he likes to be referred to as that, and he's the only one I'm devoted to and etc. etc. ~
So yes, without dragging this on too long, how do I get my *master to be more 'forceful'? This whole sub/dom thing has been prevalent in our relationship for a few years now, so we're not new to it, or anything. It's not a 24/7 sub/dom relationship either, the longest we've carried it on continuously was a month or two. He was the one who suggested this 'relationship style' in the first place, luckily we both shared the same fetishes and whatnot.
A lot of the time, he can be amazingly forceful, and that's actually mostly if he's in a bad mood, or if the 'desire' overcomes him, and I enjoy it very much. (I'm like uber-masochist of the year.)
Thing is, a lot of the time, he's also very 'soft'. I can't really explain it other than he's overly concerned for my safety, e.g. He'll be spanking me, then stop if I start to bleed, (which is normal anyway because I bruise/bleed easily and he's a big guy (6'3" and 200-220lbs) and I'm a lil' gal (5'1'' and 110-120lbs), so even if he's not trying to be harsh, which I'd like him to, he can generally cause a bit of 'damage' without trying.) and I actually find him being 'soft' as ruining the experience. He'll also maybe hold back on his punishments, which I actually dislike, but I think he goes easy on me because I'm so small, or something. He's told me many a time that he enjoys the dominant role, and he was the one who picked it for himself in the first place, so I'm not sure if I'm just too demanding and if he sees that I'm taking it too far.
I've tried outright telling him, which is a short term solution to a long term problem, lasts about one day or so. I've also tried 'testing' him, I.e. disobeying his orders on purpose, which again, is a short term solution to a long term problem.
So, TL;DR: Do I just have to keep pushing with the hints, or is there a long term solution to this problem? So yeah, inputs from anyone are appreciated. ~
(And nope, he doesn't have an account on here.)
*Also, I know it's not a 'true' (Oh you purists~) master/slave thing, considering it's not a 24/7 thing (though I'd like it to be,) I just refer to him as Master, because he likes to be referred to as that, and he's the only one I'm devoted to and etc. etc. ~
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