Hi everyone,
After giving up I still tend to come back hoping the one for me is out there somewhere. So here I am again. I met a lot of great people here, some who are still friend to me, but unfortunately it seems hard to find what I am looking for, a needle in a haystack kind of think I guess.
So I am a 31 year old male sub.
I’m a masochist, optimist, Enjoy er of life and nature and the beauty of our planet. I am not a person who needs (or wants) a dozen of friends so I don’t have a busy social life, just thinking about that makes me nervous haha. I am a “loner” with some people around me I would die for and that’s all I need. I am busy with my career running a business though, which is my everything.
I used to be into long term d/s relationships in the past, getting as close to 24/7 control as possible. This is not something I am looking for now though. It’s hard to combine with running a business so I am not going to pretend that I can give up “all” control and try to be your 24/7 slave. I don’t want to waste your time by pretending to want something that’s not possible.
So what am I looking for? Someone very specific and hard to find I guess, seeing that I haven’t met you yet.
I am looking for someone who is passionate about ball torture. Someone who gets off on hurting balls. Someone sadistic who can mentor, train, motivate, guide and push me into next levels of balltorture, increase the pain over time and work on increasing tolerance.
For over a decade I have been submitting to people (only long term), but have never been with someone who was really into balltorture. So I have a decent pain tolerance and can throw some somewhat decent punches at them, but I never met someone who walked til he path of brutality with me. Which is a shame.
I would like to improve, reach new goals and work on making progress.
Why am I looking for this? I don’t know what it is, but being with someone who loves to hurt balls and will hurt me beyond pleasurable, just for their pleasure gives me such a rush. I don’t get my pleasure from having an orgasm or paying with my cock. I get my high from people who get more and more excited the more I suffer. Just feeling Someone go harder on me when they see I am reaching my limit is gives me a much greater feeling of satisfaction and pleasure than any orgasm in the world could give me.
I am not here to get off. I am not driven by hormones, being submissive has always been in my nature. I am not looking for an orgasm, fantasy or a random session to satisfy my needs. I have been living the life long enough to not get pleasure from my own physical pleasure,, but from knowing someone is enjoying my service. Maybe someday when things settle down and I have more time, I can go back into being “allround submissive”, submit to someone for 24/7 servitude. But until that happens, I am just here looking for as described above.
I get That’s not everyone’s cup of tea and maybe people think they can call “bullshit” but then you’re just ignorant and not the person I am looking for.
I am not afraid of a bit of damage nor about losing fertility so that is not holding me back while torturing my balls. The goal just shouldn’t be to lose them, that’s my limit. I want you to have fun with them, eventually being able to go as hard on them as you please, as long as they will keep dangling down there to have fun with. I understand there’s always a risk involved, it just shouldn’t be the goal.
Maybe I sound blunt or something, I just want to be honest and open about things and not waste your nor my time.
Are you still here and does this sound interesting to you? Hit me up!
My kik is worthless88
If you don’t use kik, feel free to pm me.
I am not interested in people who ask for nudes from the word go.
Would like to talk a bit, get to know you and see if we have similar interests before we start putting time and effort in to building a long term thing.
Also, I need someone who is realistic and understands working on this is a process. Both physically and mentally. The person I was with before made us accomplish great things, but by the time my cock started to get hard less often and I wasn’t having full erections anymore he started bitching at me for stuggling mentally. So I stopped it. I am not afraid and it wasn’t a problem, but I need someone who will help me through it, not someone who get mad and threatens me when I am having a difficult day.
This has been so long ago that everything got back to normal by now, but I wouldn’t mind going there again and beyond that point.
Thank you for your time! Hope to hear from you soon if you are still here and interested.
After giving up I still tend to come back hoping the one for me is out there somewhere. So here I am again. I met a lot of great people here, some who are still friend to me, but unfortunately it seems hard to find what I am looking for, a needle in a haystack kind of think I guess.
So I am a 31 year old male sub.
I’m a masochist, optimist, Enjoy er of life and nature and the beauty of our planet. I am not a person who needs (or wants) a dozen of friends so I don’t have a busy social life, just thinking about that makes me nervous haha. I am a “loner” with some people around me I would die for and that’s all I need. I am busy with my career running a business though, which is my everything.
I used to be into long term d/s relationships in the past, getting as close to 24/7 control as possible. This is not something I am looking for now though. It’s hard to combine with running a business so I am not going to pretend that I can give up “all” control and try to be your 24/7 slave. I don’t want to waste your time by pretending to want something that’s not possible.
So what am I looking for? Someone very specific and hard to find I guess, seeing that I haven’t met you yet.
I am looking for someone who is passionate about ball torture. Someone who gets off on hurting balls. Someone sadistic who can mentor, train, motivate, guide and push me into next levels of balltorture, increase the pain over time and work on increasing tolerance.
For over a decade I have been submitting to people (only long term), but have never been with someone who was really into balltorture. So I have a decent pain tolerance and can throw some somewhat decent punches at them, but I never met someone who walked til he path of brutality with me. Which is a shame.
I would like to improve, reach new goals and work on making progress.
Why am I looking for this? I don’t know what it is, but being with someone who loves to hurt balls and will hurt me beyond pleasurable, just for their pleasure gives me such a rush. I don’t get my pleasure from having an orgasm or paying with my cock. I get my high from people who get more and more excited the more I suffer. Just feeling Someone go harder on me when they see I am reaching my limit is gives me a much greater feeling of satisfaction and pleasure than any orgasm in the world could give me.
I am not here to get off. I am not driven by hormones, being submissive has always been in my nature. I am not looking for an orgasm, fantasy or a random session to satisfy my needs. I have been living the life long enough to not get pleasure from my own physical pleasure,, but from knowing someone is enjoying my service. Maybe someday when things settle down and I have more time, I can go back into being “allround submissive”, submit to someone for 24/7 servitude. But until that happens, I am just here looking for as described above.
I get That’s not everyone’s cup of tea and maybe people think they can call “bullshit” but then you’re just ignorant and not the person I am looking for.
I am not afraid of a bit of damage nor about losing fertility so that is not holding me back while torturing my balls. The goal just shouldn’t be to lose them, that’s my limit. I want you to have fun with them, eventually being able to go as hard on them as you please, as long as they will keep dangling down there to have fun with. I understand there’s always a risk involved, it just shouldn’t be the goal.
Maybe I sound blunt or something, I just want to be honest and open about things and not waste your nor my time.
Are you still here and does this sound interesting to you? Hit me up!
My kik is worthless88
If you don’t use kik, feel free to pm me.
I am not interested in people who ask for nudes from the word go.
Would like to talk a bit, get to know you and see if we have similar interests before we start putting time and effort in to building a long term thing.
Also, I need someone who is realistic and understands working on this is a process. Both physically and mentally. The person I was with before made us accomplish great things, but by the time my cock started to get hard less often and I wasn’t having full erections anymore he started bitching at me for stuggling mentally. So I stopped it. I am not afraid and it wasn’t a problem, but I need someone who will help me through it, not someone who get mad and threatens me when I am having a difficult day.
This has been so long ago that everything got back to normal by now, but I wouldn’t mind going there again and beyond that point.
Thank you for your time! Hope to hear from you soon if you are still here and interested.
