Exposed forever

StewartBowman

Banned
  • Bisexual
  • Male
  • Submissive
Mar 16, 2019
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0
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My user name is my real name. Google me with a word like “sucks” or “porn” wuth my name to see how serious real and permanent exposure can be. I was a newsman until fully exposed. It’s now a love/hate issue because that career is gone forever and for the rest of my life I’ll be known to everyone as something no one wants to be. All friends, gone; all my famiy, gone. Business deals terminated. Dating, no one will even speak to me once they google my name.

But, I get email from men worldwide encouraging me, (I’m bi and what you’ll find by googling me is me in lotsof hardcore gay porn) .

I’m happy to discuss what it’s been like to go from a closeted bi guy and respected journalist, to a perverted male slut doing things most people wouldn’t even do in private, ive done it on video and everyone who knows me has seen it. What happened with that is a personal and social nightmare I’ll live with every day I’m on Earth.

People don’t forget when they’ve seen ya doing what I’m doing in almost 200 gay porn vids i was made to do by my black owner and why i loved doing it. Another story there if interested.

Lots of life twists and turns down bad roads, each change compounding the nightmare of total sexual exposure.

But, it damn sure is exciting, but so is being eaten by a bear! It’s like I’ve played Russian roulette with a gun that has a round in every chamber I’ve put myself in a bottomless hole under a bucket of slime so thick there is no way I’ll ever be anything but a social outcast and person who’s family and friends now deny ever knowingme to protect their own reputations. Think about that for a moment.
Stewart
 

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StewartBowman

Banned
  • Bisexual
  • Male
  • Submissive
Mar 16, 2019
2
0
1
54
My user name is my real name. Google me with a word like “sucks” or “porn” wuth my name to see how serious real and permanent exposure can be. I was a newsman until fully exposed. It’s now a love/hate issue because that career is gone forever and for the rest of my life I’ll be known to everyone as something no one wants to be. All friends, gone; all my famiy, gone. Business deals terminated. Dating, no one will even speak to me once they google my name.

But, I get email from men worldwide encouraging me, (I’m bi and what you’ll find by googling me is me in lotsof hardcore gay porn) .

I’m happy to discuss what it’s been like to go from a closeted bi guy and respected journalist, to a perverted male slut doing things most people wouldn’t even do in private, ive done it on video and everyone who knows me has seen it. What happened with that is a personal and social nightmare I’ll live with every day I’m on Earth.

People don’t forget when they’ve seen ya doing what I’m doing in almost 200 gay porn vids i was made to do by my black owner and why i loved doing it. Another story there if interested.

Lots of life twists and turns down bad roads, each change compounding the nightmare of total sexual exposure.

But, it damn sure is exciting, but so is being eaten by a bear! It’s like I’ve played Russian roulette with a gun that has a round in every chamber I’ve put myself in a bottomless hole under a bucket of slime so thick there is no way I’ll ever be anything but a social outcast and person who’s family and friends now deny ever knowingme to protect their own reputations. Think about that for a moment.
Stewart
 

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