Hello everyone,
it has been a while since I posted something. Didn’t have the need to because I was in a wonderful long term d/s relationship. Our ways have parted and now I am looking for someone great again.
Who am I? I am 33 years old, tall, blonde, build slender. Put on a little bit of weight during the pandemic but I guess I could still be considered skinny, a little towards the average side maybe.
I am self employed and work from home most of the time. My hobbies are hiking, photography, cooking, and just being out in nature. I find it important to always improve myself and acquire new skills or knowledge so I enjoy being on the internet learning something new or further developing something I already know.
The person I hope to meet? As a person I am looking for someone who doesn’t only want to be my dominant, but also want to invest in a long term, sustainable relationship. Someone who can also be my friend, is caring and supportive. Someone who is acts responsibly. Communication is important to me. I’ll explain why.
I’m looking for a sadist, someone who truly enjoys inflicting pain. Not just because they are horny and want to play a little. Someone who craves it and feels happy when they see someone in pain. I have a weakness for people who truly enjoy making me suffer.
Now, this is where the importance of communication and acting responsibly comes in. I wouldn’t typically describe myself as a masochist, I don’t inflict pain to myself if it’s not for someone else, I don’t crave the pain. What I truly enjoy is suffering for someone who enjoys inflicting pain, regardless of how I feel or how much it hurts. Being able to offer my body to someone to be used the way they feel like at a certain moment is such a great feeling.
What this does to me mentally is indescribable. Just thinking about it puts a smile on my face, gives me butterflies and goosebumps. My mind is stronger than my body, seeing someone enjoy themselves or hearing how much they do is such a big motivation for me. I can push myself mentally to endure a lot of pain. I won’t give up easily. I am that eager and motivated that I can push myself “TOO” far. I could easily damage myself beyond repair if I would be with someone whom I can’t communicate with and doesn’t have a sense of responsibility. Which is also why I am looking for someone who can also be a friend.
Trust is key for this and having a deeper connection makes it easier to give myself a 100% and push myself to new extremes. When I know someone cares about me and they love and admire me for what I am and what I am doing for them regardless of how bad and straight up abusive it might seem, I can let go of my caution and let my guard down. Trust them blindly and now worry,. It allows me to serve freely and push, trusting they will take care of me.
This is not something purely sexual to me, I don’t have to be turned on to do this and I even prefer not to, I don’t want my hormones to drive me but my desire to please and fulfill my purpose. Having a penis and balls don’t define who nor what I am. I don’t give my erections any attention and my last orgasm was many years ago. I’d prefer someone who doesn’t care about my “pleasure” the way most people look at what pleasure means and someone who believe my genitals serve a different purpose and beside fulfilling that purpose they should just be ignored.
So, I will end it here before this ad becomes too long.
I am open minded, into a lot of things and have very few limits so we don’t have to be limited to just the pain, but if you don’t identify as a sadist or at least are discovering this new side of yourself you just discovered, please don’t message me.
If you think what you just read sounds interesting and you’d like to know more? Please feel free to send me a message.
I am open to both men and women. I am not physically attracted to men and don’t enjoy seeing a men when I am serving so I you are a man who wants me to look at them or who enjoys your sub looking at your penis, I’m not your guy. If you’re a male sadist and won’t share pictures or videos of yourself with me, feel free to send me a message
a short edit; if you look for someone who will show you nudes or do something for you the moment we start talking, I’m not the right person for you.
preferred method of contact kik, Skype is also an option if you don’t have kik.
looking forward hearing from you!
it has been a while since I posted something. Didn’t have the need to because I was in a wonderful long term d/s relationship. Our ways have parted and now I am looking for someone great again.
Who am I? I am 33 years old, tall, blonde, build slender. Put on a little bit of weight during the pandemic but I guess I could still be considered skinny, a little towards the average side maybe.
I am self employed and work from home most of the time. My hobbies are hiking, photography, cooking, and just being out in nature. I find it important to always improve myself and acquire new skills or knowledge so I enjoy being on the internet learning something new or further developing something I already know.
The person I hope to meet? As a person I am looking for someone who doesn’t only want to be my dominant, but also want to invest in a long term, sustainable relationship. Someone who can also be my friend, is caring and supportive. Someone who is acts responsibly. Communication is important to me. I’ll explain why.
I’m looking for a sadist, someone who truly enjoys inflicting pain. Not just because they are horny and want to play a little. Someone who craves it and feels happy when they see someone in pain. I have a weakness for people who truly enjoy making me suffer.
Now, this is where the importance of communication and acting responsibly comes in. I wouldn’t typically describe myself as a masochist, I don’t inflict pain to myself if it’s not for someone else, I don’t crave the pain. What I truly enjoy is suffering for someone who enjoys inflicting pain, regardless of how I feel or how much it hurts. Being able to offer my body to someone to be used the way they feel like at a certain moment is such a great feeling.
What this does to me mentally is indescribable. Just thinking about it puts a smile on my face, gives me butterflies and goosebumps. My mind is stronger than my body, seeing someone enjoy themselves or hearing how much they do is such a big motivation for me. I can push myself mentally to endure a lot of pain. I won’t give up easily. I am that eager and motivated that I can push myself “TOO” far. I could easily damage myself beyond repair if I would be with someone whom I can’t communicate with and doesn’t have a sense of responsibility. Which is also why I am looking for someone who can also be a friend.
Trust is key for this and having a deeper connection makes it easier to give myself a 100% and push myself to new extremes. When I know someone cares about me and they love and admire me for what I am and what I am doing for them regardless of how bad and straight up abusive it might seem, I can let go of my caution and let my guard down. Trust them blindly and now worry,. It allows me to serve freely and push, trusting they will take care of me.
This is not something purely sexual to me, I don’t have to be turned on to do this and I even prefer not to, I don’t want my hormones to drive me but my desire to please and fulfill my purpose. Having a penis and balls don’t define who nor what I am. I don’t give my erections any attention and my last orgasm was many years ago. I’d prefer someone who doesn’t care about my “pleasure” the way most people look at what pleasure means and someone who believe my genitals serve a different purpose and beside fulfilling that purpose they should just be ignored.
So, I will end it here before this ad becomes too long.
I am open minded, into a lot of things and have very few limits so we don’t have to be limited to just the pain, but if you don’t identify as a sadist or at least are discovering this new side of yourself you just discovered, please don’t message me.
If you think what you just read sounds interesting and you’d like to know more? Please feel free to send me a message.
I am open to both men and women. I am not physically attracted to men and don’t enjoy seeing a men when I am serving so I you are a man who wants me to look at them or who enjoys your sub looking at your penis, I’m not your guy. If you’re a male sadist and won’t share pictures or videos of yourself with me, feel free to send me a message
a short edit; if you look for someone who will show you nudes or do something for you the moment we start talking, I’m not the right person for you.
preferred method of contact kik, Skype is also an option if you don’t have kik.
looking forward hearing from you!
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but yeah, I had no responses so I just wanted to let y’all know that I am still on the market!
