I'm stuck at a whopping 170 lbs with a big belly and 5'3. My hubby doesn't seems to think I'm going to lose it and is currently looking to find someone he deems hotter than me to please him, he will not touch me as he finds me repulsive. I have to say I am not that attractive at the moment and he says I need to be humiliated about my weight and looks to get me to snap into reality. I need real opinions. It does turn me on to feel a sense of complete embarrassment of my body and to be made fun of and do cow and piggish things. Make me do jumping jacks and watch my fat jiggle or make me make ugly faces and tell me how disgusting I am.
