I had in my head something else to write that came from the comments yesterday - Sir always had me write my diary and it was a good place to think out things and focus on what all this submission stuff meant - so kind of think this could take it's place. But then kik happened!
I thought I was joining a group that said "we chat about normal and kinky things" and thought that sounds interesting so signed up... but apparently signing up to many meant that I was available. Which I am not. Okay, let's put this in perspective - I've had between 15-20 kik messages since yesterday and most have been fine if amusing ranging from 'I want to humiliate you' to a couple rather nice longer ones that made me feel human... but to all - I think - I've quickly told them I am not looking for a Dom. Most have been perfectly fine, but then psycho boy arrived...
I did my usual not at the moment, and I can't remember why we kept chatting, but I tried to make it clear I'm not looking. It was 2.30 am, I was going to bed so said good night and suddenly he's telling me I need to ask his permission. So I say he's not my Dom, I didn't ask for the conversation so he needs to just leave me alone now. I'm not interested in chat or anything... So today, he somehow hacked into something, got my Facebook and proceeded to threaten me with hacking my Facebook and posting porn. He just got more and more aggressive and now I've deactivated Facebook and feel very vulnerable and shaky.
Have deleted all kik info from group list and won't talk to anyone on there who I don't know now. And boy does this just make me ache for Sir.
I thought I was joining a group that said "we chat about normal and kinky things" and thought that sounds interesting so signed up... but apparently signing up to many meant that I was available. Which I am not. Okay, let's put this in perspective - I've had between 15-20 kik messages since yesterday and most have been fine if amusing ranging from 'I want to humiliate you' to a couple rather nice longer ones that made me feel human... but to all - I think - I've quickly told them I am not looking for a Dom. Most have been perfectly fine, but then psycho boy arrived...
I did my usual not at the moment, and I can't remember why we kept chatting, but I tried to make it clear I'm not looking. It was 2.30 am, I was going to bed so said good night and suddenly he's telling me I need to ask his permission. So I say he's not my Dom, I didn't ask for the conversation so he needs to just leave me alone now. I'm not interested in chat or anything... So today, he somehow hacked into something, got my Facebook and proceeded to threaten me with hacking my Facebook and posting porn. He just got more and more aggressive and now I've deactivated Facebook and feel very vulnerable and shaky.
Have deleted all kik info from group list and won't talk to anyone on there who I don't know now. And boy does this just make me ache for Sir.
